May 2010
ok guys what do you think
should i listen to the smiths?
it's 4.08am
this is really bad
i should actually go and sleep now
night x
sometimes i think maybe if parents entered the...
they could get a glimpse and understand how their children function.
then again, most are probably not open-minded enough.
hold on
didn’t they always say we were the lucky ones?
i guess that we were once
babe
we were once
but luck will leave you ‘cause it is a faithless friend
and in the end
when life has got you down
you’ve got someone here that you can wrap your arms around
so hold on
to me tight
hold on
to me tonight
we are stronger here together
than we could ever be alone
so hold on to...
i know its 12am but i could murder a pepperoni...
i’ve already had buffet food
two pieces of cake
and nutella on toast
i am so greedy :P
i've gotta go get ready
i’m teaching kids about God in an hour
I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine
Have you heard there’s this thing that heals? And it’s called time :)
-Turn It Up, Pixie Lott
my history exam is in less than 10 hours
i feel a bit sick.
nervous maybe.
i hope i do well (:
i was feeling quite optimistic about my history...
until one of my best friends was showing off about his great essay grades, and the confidence he has.
thanks for making my feel like pure shit.
i’m gonna have a 99 ice cream now.
my tv schedule this week:
tuesday, 9pm, 90210
wednesday, 7.30pm, corrie
wednesday, 9pm, junior apprentice.
wednesday, 10pm, british movie awards
friday, 7.30pm, corrie
friday 8.30pm, corrie
that’s it for now.
yet another lovely day
i think this weather could actually be enough to rival spain!
i’ve learnt my french essay for monday, i’m just hoping i can include it somewhere in my exam (i know it’s crazy to learn just 1 out of like 6 modules but french just isn’t a priority for me right now)
i’ve been out in the sun most of today, reading my book, texting hannah. it’s been lovely :)
and...
viva la becki!: Do you like it when people hold... →
Do you like it when people hold your hand?
yeh
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
yer, my boyfrienddd.
Do you miss anyone?
yeh, doesn’t everyone?
Let’s test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss? my pyjamas & dressing gown :p
Is there anyone you have…
you made a big difference in my life :)
cos that was one of the questions, and you...
i cannot express how much i love michael buble in...
so i’m going to use his.
my favourite lyrics from each of his songs i love.
well in my mind, we can conquer the world (you and i)
you won’t regret it, women don’t forget it, love is their whole happiness (try a little tenderness)
No, you don’t know the one Who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips And longs to hold you tight (you don’t know me)
...
he let me down.
and i feel so sorry for myself now.
he put off meeting met three times.
first two were family occasions, so i accepted those.
but this last one he was just messing me round.
which then made me think was he messing me round the whole time?
he insisted he was, but he would say that.
i really thought it was going somewhere, so big shock for me when he dropped that bomb.
why do i always seem to...
rant of the week.
i run circles around everyone trying to please them, and putting myself last.
but for once i’d like people to consider my feelings?
i’m not selfish. i just want to put myself first for once.
it’d be nice.
liquid confidence
If one drink, could make tonight, slip my mind then I Should drink up, so I can forget that I haven’t lived my life You are an example of, better things to come So why wait on some other escape, that leads me nowhere fast I’ve got to ask. You’ve got nothing to lose Except for me and you. And I love that attitude When you know I can do, I’ll do better than you. If one drink,...
the plan for this evening:
twistedwrists:
diamondrays:
7.15pm: eat tea
7.30pm: coronation street
8pm: revise history
8.30pm: more coronation street
9pm: the pacific
10pm: watch a movie / read
11.30pm: sleep.
please let me keep to this for once.
eat tea?
….don’t you drink tea?
true, but i meant tea as in dinner, but in the evening.
the plan for this evening:
7.15pm: eat tea
7.30pm: coronation street
8pm: revise history
8.30pm: more coronation street
9pm: the pacific
10pm: watch a movie / read
11.30pm: sleep.
please let me keep to this for once.
i just had my 5th driving lesson
and drove to rhyl (the next big thing to a ‘city’ in these rural parts of north wales)
:D
dear britain.
hellobecki:
can anyone tell me, who the hell is running our country. ‘cause im confused and it’s stressing me out D:
it’s a hung parliament meaning conservatives technically won the election, but they didn’t get a majority vote, meaning they didn’t win enough seats in the Houses of Parliament, so if they became the party running the country now, they wouldn’t be able...
i hate it when you've been looking forward to...
and then your plans get cancelled.
URGH.
today wasn't all that good
I’m not usually pessimistic but today I was.
Surprisingly, I was quite relaxed about my French oral, and that went pretty well, or seemed to at least. Hardly any pauses, and I said what I wanted to, mostly.
It’s just the fact that I’ve got 6 exams coming up within the next 4 weeks, and I feel so much pressure to do well and not to fail any of them, so it’s hard.
And...
the only ever thing we ever truly crave is love
because everything we do revolves around trying to find something that will fulfil the big gap that is a life without love.
the difference is how we all cope without it.
some people go insane, crazy, kill people mindlessly, others don’t know what to do, and others constantly battle with themselves everyday promising themselves they will find inner peace at the end of it all.
but why do we...
